By the late 1970s, the radical filmmaker’s professional and personal life had begun to deteriorate. Halsted was drinking and using drugs, his films no longer achieved the impact of L.A. Plays Itself, and his ventures—including his sex club and magazine—did not stabilize his finances or career. His long-term lover and frequent performer Joseph Yanoska, known on screen as Joe Yale, died of AIDS in 1986. According to accounts of their relationship, Yanoska told Halsted, “You did this to me,” an accusation that left Halsted devastated and despondent, although the circumstances behind it cannot be independently established from the surviving account.
Halsted briefly advertised himself as an escort after Yanoska’s death. On May 9, 1989, he died from an intentional overdose of sleeping pills. His suicide note framed his death in starkly deliberate terms: “I had a good life... I’ve had looks, a body, money, success and artistic triumphs. I’ve had the love of my life. I see no reason to go on.” His death became a particularly painful emblem of the AIDS-era collapse of the sexual world he had helped document and expand—one shaped not only by the epidemic, but also by grief, addiction, and the loss of the man who had been his most important personal and artistic partner.
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